stuck at home - 憂鬱症

There's a void inside me,
I'm trying to fill it by finding some compass,
listening to sad songs doesn't help but it sure soothes the feeling

How do I live a life that's align to my values, so that the feeling of
emptiness doesn't creep up to me once again?

I want to be confident and peaceful in my own skin, instead of waiting
for the next best thing to come around.

And no, I don't think God is the answer for me, simply because I
evaluate everything, and to just believe something without concrete
evidence doesn't do it for me.

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