另一人格阻止我求醫 - 精神疾病
By Olive
at 2012-05-23T19:48
at 2012-05-23T19:48
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是這樣的,我一直知道有另一個人格
存在(其實嚴格說是三個,但第三個
什麼都不懂也不常出現),主要的兩
個人格稱A和B,主人格A就是現在發
文的我,我只是個普通的人,普通的
生活和工作,個性也很普通,可是B就
不是這樣了,B有自己另外的工作,跟
我完全不同的工作,我完全不懂B的工
作內容也沒興趣,甚至對他如何找到
工作的也不知道,也就是說B出現時我
是沒有記憶的,只能偷機會慢慢了
解,或是B寫在紙上、在腦中告訴我
(但都很片面),像是B辦了很多信用
卡又刷爆,或是假裝成我向我朋友借
錢…。最近了解到B在工作上出了大
包,雇主有意提告,B一直在說慌,不
出面處理,所以現在全落在我頭上,
我很慌,壓力很大,也不敢告訴B的老
闆實話,說了對方也不會信吧!而且我
也從來沒告訴別人過,不知如何開
口。最近壓力大到出現失眠、喘不過
氣、厭食的狀態,連帶工作跟生活都
受影響,我想去求助醫生,但只要一
近預約就診時間,B就會出現去做別的
事或睡覺,直到超過預約時間才離
開,例如我和醫生約晚上八點,大概
七點半B就會出現,然後開始睡,等到
我起床,已經是半夜兩點了。前天我
想不預約直接殺去醫生那,結果在接
近診所的路口,B突然出現往回走,走
了一段後我回神發現自己正在往回
走,趕快又往診所走去,就這樣我和B
交互出現,在那路口來回了兩小時…
我已經快撐不住了,很想跟B同歸於
盡…該怎麼辦…
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存在(其實嚴格說是三個,但第三個
什麼都不懂也不常出現),主要的兩
個人格稱A和B,主人格A就是現在發
文的我,我只是個普通的人,普通的
生活和工作,個性也很普通,可是B就
不是這樣了,B有自己另外的工作,跟
我完全不同的工作,我完全不懂B的工
作內容也沒興趣,甚至對他如何找到
工作的也不知道,也就是說B出現時我
是沒有記憶的,只能偷機會慢慢了
解,或是B寫在紙上、在腦中告訴我
(但都很片面),像是B辦了很多信用
卡又刷爆,或是假裝成我向我朋友借
錢…。最近了解到B在工作上出了大
包,雇主有意提告,B一直在說慌,不
出面處理,所以現在全落在我頭上,
我很慌,壓力很大,也不敢告訴B的老
闆實話,說了對方也不會信吧!而且我
也從來沒告訴別人過,不知如何開
口。最近壓力大到出現失眠、喘不過
氣、厭食的狀態,連帶工作跟生活都
受影響,我想去求助醫生,但只要一
近預約就診時間,B就會出現去做別的
事或睡覺,直到超過預約時間才離
開,例如我和醫生約晚上八點,大概
七點半B就會出現,然後開始睡,等到
我起床,已經是半夜兩點了。前天我
想不預約直接殺去醫生那,結果在接
近診所的路口,B突然出現往回走,走
了一段後我回神發現自己正在往回
走,趕快又往診所走去,就這樣我和B
交互出現,在那路口來回了兩小時…
我已經快撐不住了,很想跟B同歸於
盡…該怎麼辦…
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