除了吃藥還能做什麼 - 強迫症
By Jessica
at 2013-02-07T21:31
at 2013-02-07T21:31
Table of Contents
： → whereian:感謝兩位的回答，只是她如果能像你們那麼會想就好了 02/07 01:05
： → whereian:每當跟她談到病情的問題，她都很不能接受，很困擾 02/07 01:13
： → whereian:之前吃兩顆金菩薩都好好的，這次不知道為什麼不穩定 02/07 01:14
： → whereian:到底是情緒起伏問題，還是病情有變化，亦或是她偷偷 02/07 01:15
： → whereian:把藥吐出來，這是我最擔心的，因為代表她可能要住院 02/07 01:16
： → whereian:吃藥不配合、強迫症狀的行為，情緒不穩等，好煩好煩 02/07 01:18
： → whereian:我最擔心的還是她吃藥不配合，她真的太不會想了！ 02/07 01:18
： → whereian:我真的被她搞得快崩潰，我很怕我有一天也會出現幻聽 02/07 01:19
： → whereian:我心理壓力很大，不知道該怎麼講，也許命中注定吧 02/07 01:22
： → whereian:我也知道沒人喜歡吃藥，唉......
請不要責怪她不會想，因為這是她的心理自我保護機制
或許是因為我患病時已經30幾歲了，有社會經驗，對人生也有些體認
從Google的資料來看，年紀越晚患病，預後的情況會越好
而且我從事需要邏輯的程式打字工的工作
我接受患病的事實後，進入職業病狀態，天天用Debug Mode跟幻聽拼
只能有時苦中作樂說，
「被我De到Bug了」或「這麼有創意的想法也想得出來，真有你的」
但其實這過程還是非常折磨人，所以在我試藥試了8、9月左右，
因為覺得試了這麼多種藥，都沒有辦法減輕幻聽，
難道我要跟幻聽Debug一輩子嗎？
所以有自殺過一次，但沒有成功，而且家人也都沒有發現
直到試到有效的藥後情況穩定，有種劫後重生的感覺
我目前也還在做程式打字工的工作，即使在試藥期也未曾被幻聽影響請假過
有時覺得吃藥很煩時，就告訴自己「乖乖吃完藥，就不用再跟自己Debug了」
以我的情況來說，幻聽的內容其實非常天馬行空，而且大都是是負面的
幻聽非常瞭解我的優缺點、喜好、在意什麼，懷念什麼，哪邊有遺憾，哪裡有做錯
幻聽會常常跟我翻出來算總帳，一次又一次，一遍又一遍
當然了，其間也是混雜了天馬行空的瘋狂思想
感覺是上天安排我參加了很難停止的心靈成長課程
希望所有患病的病友，也能從這心靈成長課程中順利結業
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