廢文020 - 憂鬱症

Edwina avatar
By Edwina
at 2022-09-20T07:11

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I suppose I was always an unhappy kid who thought too much.

I’m so detached from the world that when I’m in this headspace, I don’t get knee jerk positive emotions about a lot of things people get happy about, for example new food to try or social interactions, or maybe a job that’s adequately done.

It’s almost a routine for me to have existential crisis every once in a while, but exhaustion from work dumbs me down till when I leave work all I want is mindless entertainment.

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My supervisor is such a well meaning old school man that he doesn’t really get the concept of modern gender politics. I hope when I’m old I can still be open minded enough that my values align with the progressive.

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Thomas avatar
By Thomas
at 2022-09-20T10:20
But no one said you have to feel happy about things
that others feel positive about. If you don’t enjoy
the new experience then you don’t enjoy it, it’s
no big deal. what matter is to find your own answer
/ what ticks for you, and that job(?) is on you.

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