開始化療了 - 化療
By Ina
at 2014-03-03T19:20
at 2014-03-03T19:20
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之前我有稍微介紹過我自己
剛剛28歲.沒家族史.切掉一邊.要做化療加電療 目前只打了一次的化療藥物
我覺得自己可能算幸運 醫生說我的情況整個治療完成復發率非常低
但其實並不想那麼多 該做的治療總是要做
打小紅莓的我即便吃了自費的止吐藥還是吐得不像話
整整吐四到五天 但之後因為自己的貪吃個性 一下就補回來了
我一不吐 就大解放的狂吃 感覺自己餓了好多天
結果 現在的體重比打之前胖了五公斤......才打一次藥就胖了五公斤....哀
因為原本在國外修課 只剩下一科就能畢業
最後老師同意讓我在台灣修課 但其實我這第一次打藥
清醒可以活動的時間 大概只有兩周不到
這樣的情況要修課其實很累 因為注意力都下降 加上醫生說我的反應很劇烈
我的確是擔心 但是 最後也是沒想那麼多就決定拼了
頭髮方面 很詭異的是...先掉的毛髮是在...私密處...
掉的當天 我並不想哭 只是覺得這也太奇怪了....頭髮掉時 感覺不大
因為我早就在打藥第二天剃光了
去醫院時 在外面 就頂著我的光頭到處走
爸媽想給我買假髮我是真的覺得不需要
但我覺得 我掉眉毛跟眼睫毛時應該會哭
因為我不會畫眉毛跟眼睫毛...可是我覺得掉光這部分好像比光頭更不好接受
可是 我上來這裡 是想跟大家鼓勵
當真的來的時候 要哭在哭就好了
有時就盡量不要去幻想之後發生的事了
掉光頭髮時 走去外面 其實仔細想想 路人根本不認識你
對大部分人來說你是陌生人 看一眼就忘了 那麼便不需要在意別人眼光了
我自己是覺得 身體的病痛 應該都比心裡的折磨好受
身體已經那麼不舒服了 就不要讓自己再心裡悶悶了
這些 都是我自己處理的方式
因為對於這整個療程 其實 我不是很傷心 只是耽誤到自己的學業很困擾
但是 有時看看板友們的文章 也是會掉淚
我之前也看到一篇文章 有板友說 這一切的治療
會感覺自己不像個女人了 我也有過一絲這樣的念頭
但 就過了 算了 因為反正都要做了 那想了也沒用
想了還不是要切要掉髮
雖然我不確定這文章對大家是否有幫助
大家就加減看一下吧
謝謝大家耐心的閱讀
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