該讓醫生抽媽媽脊髓嗎?哭.. - 化療
By Xanthe
at 2017-05-18T06:52
at 2017-05-18T06:52
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媽媽是淋巴癌三期,三個禮拜前開始住院檢查後醫生說擴散胃跟肝跟腹股溝都是,昨天做
了正子檢查,報告據說要等一個禮拜,
醫生說要幫媽媽做抽脊髓,以便做分期(看3還4期)跟治療後的追蹤
可媽媽當年健康時就說過如果他怎樣不要做侵入性的,連鼻胃管都不要
我好為難阿
一來看媽媽這樣嚴重(媽媽黃膽+腹水+脹氣+急性譫妄+發燒+血小板太低6100+紅血球太低
+吃不下+全身虛弱無法動彈+嗜睡+糖尿病+牙齒不好只能吃軟的),
很怕他抽了後傷口感染之外還有怕治療如果只是為了讓他撐多幾個月,不如不要讓他多唉
針
我是獨女,所以都我一人做決定,
可我真的狠不下心讓媽媽痛
請問我該讓媽媽被抽嗎?
萬一不順媽媽意思好怕他覺得我不孝..
然後昨天餵媽媽吃魚湯跟蔥蛋,想趁化療前稍微幫他補一下,媽媽說不吃還把魚都吐出來
,用虛弱的病體說我不活我不活了,我也怒了大聲說你不活就好起來自己跟醫生說,我說
的醫生不會聽,然後媽媽就哭了...
接著護士走進來打標靶藥物(莫需瘤)
,一小時候媽媽全身發抖,我嚇的衝去找護士,護士說正常的,副作用就是發燒,接著他
燒到39度,護士打給醫生,醫生說停打,
怎樣這樣??想請問停打會不會有抗藥性??
看著媽媽這麼難受我也哭了,看到媽媽哭我也心痛不捨,前天跟醫生說必要時可以轉安寧
,可醫生說還不到那步,臨床上治療機率有3-4成,可我媽目前狀況集結所有不利因素會
再低,我想說再低不就變1-2成,要為了那1-2成賭讓媽媽疼嗎?媽媽手臂跟腳內側都被插
到淤青,好可憐..
(不好意思心情抒發,因為我沒親人可以說,爸爸癌症過世媽媽跟他弟妹們關係不好要我
直到他掛都不准跟他們說,嗚.....)
5/21update 護士說媽媽昨天晚上寫便了,嗚..都沒營養了還血便,那欸安捏啦!!??
5/26update仍然血便,幫媽換尿布時看到媽媽的屁股緩緩流出紅血,我好難過,醫生說媽
肝指數8萬多高的嚇人,又血便停不了,止血藥也打了,我該怎麼辦T_T
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了正子檢查,報告據說要等一個禮拜,
醫生說要幫媽媽做抽脊髓,以便做分期(看3還4期)跟治療後的追蹤
可媽媽當年健康時就說過如果他怎樣不要做侵入性的,連鼻胃管都不要
我好為難阿
一來看媽媽這樣嚴重(媽媽黃膽+腹水+脹氣+急性譫妄+發燒+血小板太低6100+紅血球太低
+吃不下+全身虛弱無法動彈+嗜睡+糖尿病+牙齒不好只能吃軟的),
很怕他抽了後傷口感染之外還有怕治療如果只是為了讓他撐多幾個月,不如不要讓他多唉
針
我是獨女,所以都我一人做決定,
可我真的狠不下心讓媽媽痛
請問我該讓媽媽被抽嗎?
萬一不順媽媽意思好怕他覺得我不孝..
然後昨天餵媽媽吃魚湯跟蔥蛋,想趁化療前稍微幫他補一下,媽媽說不吃還把魚都吐出來
,用虛弱的病體說我不活我不活了,我也怒了大聲說你不活就好起來自己跟醫生說,我說
的醫生不會聽,然後媽媽就哭了...
接著護士走進來打標靶藥物(莫需瘤)
,一小時候媽媽全身發抖,我嚇的衝去找護士,護士說正常的,副作用就是發燒,接著他
燒到39度,護士打給醫生,醫生說停打,
怎樣這樣??想請問停打會不會有抗藥性??
看著媽媽這麼難受我也哭了,看到媽媽哭我也心痛不捨,前天跟醫生說必要時可以轉安寧
,可醫生說還不到那步,臨床上治療機率有3-4成,可我媽目前狀況集結所有不利因素會
再低,我想說再低不就變1-2成,要為了那1-2成賭讓媽媽疼嗎?媽媽手臂跟腳內側都被插
到淤青,好可憐..
(不好意思心情抒發,因為我沒親人可以說,爸爸癌症過世媽媽跟他弟妹們關係不好要我
直到他掛都不准跟他們說,嗚.....)
5/21update 護士說媽媽昨天晚上寫便了,嗚..都沒營養了還血便,那欸安捏啦!!??
5/26update仍然血便,幫媽換尿布時看到媽媽的屁股緩緩流出紅血,我好難過,醫生說媽
肝指數8萬多高的嚇人,又血便停不了,止血藥也打了,我該怎麼辦T_T
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