胰臟癌三年了,勇敢支撐下去。 - 化療
By Harry
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已經三年了,確診胰臟癌整整三年。
沒有徵兆所以太晚發現,已經轉移到肝臟和骨頭,無法手術切除只能化療。
三年做過86次的化療,不敢說是折磨,只能說是希望,希望能和腫瘤一直一直平安相處下
去。
老婆沒有缺席過我每一次的化療,有狀況住院,老婆總是細心地陪伴照顧我。
每次門診完,看到老婆為了排化療室的順序,總是快步甚至小跑步前行,我在後面慢慢走
,看著她的背影,眼眶不禁紅了起來。
兒子媳婦放假一定帶孫子回來,體貼地詢問我想吃甚麼,喜歡去哪家餐廳,女兒也都盡量
陪我一起吃飯。其實看著家人聚在一起,已經給了我無限的動力。
偶而我喜歡一個人自己開車到附近的小山走走,肆放一下內心的壓力。
在無人的山徑可以盡情流淚,山林不會嘲笑我的軟弱;車子停在山路邊可以放聲痛哭,車
子的音樂可以掩蓋我的情緒。
我總是希望能夠笑臉迎著家人,以及優雅地面對朋友。
醫師和醫療團隊的用心,家人和朋友的支持鼓勵,再怎麼辛苦難過,我一定要勇敢撐下去
,不只是為了自己,也是為了家人和老婆。
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沒有徵兆所以太晚發現,已經轉移到肝臟和骨頭,無法手術切除只能化療。
三年做過86次的化療,不敢說是折磨,只能說是希望,希望能和腫瘤一直一直平安相處下
去。
老婆沒有缺席過我每一次的化療,有狀況住院,老婆總是細心地陪伴照顧我。
每次門診完,看到老婆為了排化療室的順序,總是快步甚至小跑步前行,我在後面慢慢走
,看著她的背影,眼眶不禁紅了起來。
兒子媳婦放假一定帶孫子回來,體貼地詢問我想吃甚麼,喜歡去哪家餐廳,女兒也都盡量
陪我一起吃飯。其實看著家人聚在一起,已經給了我無限的動力。
偶而我喜歡一個人自己開車到附近的小山走走,肆放一下內心的壓力。
在無人的山徑可以盡情流淚,山林不會嘲笑我的軟弱;車子停在山路邊可以放聲痛哭,車
子的音樂可以掩蓋我的情緒。
我總是希望能夠笑臉迎著家人,以及優雅地面對朋友。
醫師和醫療團隊的用心,家人和朋友的支持鼓勵,再怎麼辛苦難過,我一定要勇敢撐下去
,不只是為了自己,也是為了家人和老婆。
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