爸爸罹患小細胞肺癌 - 化療
By Rae
at 2021-08-30T23:04
at 2021-08-30T23:04
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我爸自上個月開始就有間歇小咳嗽的狀況,多次診所拿藥都吃不好,左鎖骨上方還長了
一顆不明物
後來到榮民醫院做全身檢查,發現肺部斷層右邊肺部有異常狀況
原先醫師建議我改到台中榮總治療,後來經姑姑推薦我們最終是選擇彰基
第一次看診彰基醫師看完榮民醫院的斷層掃描,就告訴我們說我爸支氣管快被腫瘤塞住
才會導致影像中右肺有像是呼吸塌陷的狀況,便立即安排我爸住院再做更詳細檢查及切片
,我媽作為陪病者隨我爸住病房內。
住院約第三天我媽就告訴我說已經確定是小細胞肺癌......自己一查小細胞肺癌隨即淚崩
,而且已經擴散到肝臟。
第四天醫生約定好時間要向我媽、我們三兄妹說明,告訴我們說除了化療電療外,目前還
有免疫療法可嘗試,但目前屬自費藥物,施用一年大約200萬元左右,並且無法治癒僅能
提高生存率,要我們詳細考慮,等我爸做完第一期化療跟電療後再來決定。
老實講在知道是小細胞肺癌後,我自己心裡有底,網路上資料寫說免疫治療可提高1.5倍
的生存率。醫生告訴我們小細胞癌只做化療撐過一年的大約40%,通常搭配免疫治療約延
長一個半月的壽命,要我好好想想是不是要用這200萬換這一個半月......
我爸是個很節儉的人,他目前只知道免疫治療要一年200萬(還不知道自己剩多少時日,我
們都不敢告訴他),就告訴我們不需要,說人都會死沒必要花這筆錢,(化療)治得好治不好
聽天由命。
到今天他已經施打化療第二天了,整個嗓音變得超啞完全不像住院幾天前宏亮的嗓門,我
原先想故作輕鬆跟他聊天,但一聽他開口整個人淚就止不住,然後我爸一看我落淚他也默
默在擦拭眼淚。從小到大我只看過他流淚兩次,第一次是他一次跟我媽吵架,第二次是這
次我倆坐在一樓大廳頻頻拭淚。我聽我媽說在他住院時,已經有護士找小細胞癌的資料讓
他們倆看過,所以他心裡應該有數無法治癒。
這幾天我只要手邊沒事做就頻頻想起我爸,想到他才58歲,想到他一輩子含辛茹苦拉拔我
們三兄妹長大都還未享福就罹癌,以及想起過往,每次的想起我就落淚一次。以及最讓我
後悔以前沒多陪陪他,沒有隨時注意他的身體狀況。
現在我只想時時刻刻陪著他,陪他走完最後的時光,也提醒大家身邊的親人一定要幫他們
定期安排全身徹底檢查,而且最好你幫他們安排,自己親自陪著去,不然長輩們都是身體
沒狀況就當沒事,檢查都選最便宜最青菜的,等到會痛時常常都為時已晚,千萬別被他們
看似硬朗的外表給欺騙,就像我一樣後悔都來不及了......
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