抽了第一根煙 - 憂鬱症

" you should find the purpose for your life"
She said

Life is for the fucking death!
Anything else?
NO! DAMN IT!

"Would you mind?"
She is driving, and the little box is beside her
seat.

"No..."
"......"

"Can l try it?"

She takes one of the cigarette by the pack,
And give me the pack

"Sure!"

The first time smoking did not amaze me.

"Is that right?"
My finger make me stupid, I thought.

"You'r doing just like 'smoking', nice try!
Haha!"

The woman who is older than me about 10 years old.

I would know this woman is the same kind
human with me, but she is in the "T style" ,
and I think I am the "H".

She is a good artist, creater and she is my
college teacher .
I don't know that dose this woman have the
life purpose yet, dose it matter or not ?

Life sucks.








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