心情抒發 有關於乳癌、穿刺、擴散 到最後 - 化療
By Agnes
at 2014-03-08T14:40
at 2014-03-08T14:40
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去年七月左右, 媽媽發現初期乳癌
由於父親也是醫護人員, 所以在特定醫院做了完整檢查,
原本母親希望直接切除, 但是主治醫師認為先化療再切除,
並且先做了穿刺.
原本認為初期的幸運, 隨著癌細胞因為穿刺跑出來煙消雲散...
穿刺後, 其實父親及醫生馬上就知道跑出去了, 但全身檢查後也不知道跑到哪裡,
父親就在瞞著母親病情的狀況下讓她開始了化療及電療,
療程結束後, 母親沒有就此畢業, 而是馬上開始留校察看.
兩個月後, 母親開始咳嗽, 也終於找到壞細胞擴散的地方,
四個月後, 母親已經來到末期,
就在昨天, 開始了居家安寧照護.
過程中, 除了恨、喘、不甘心,
到現在 只剩下預先處理後事 然後 喘 很喘 非常喘
由於父親的關西, 我們也了解醫生的無奈, 也了解專業的重要,
媽媽現在的狀態, 在我眼中生不如死.
為了媽媽, 我提前了我的人生時間表, 五月訂婚 七月結婚
理性的我, 雖然知道微乎其微,
但我真的好希望媽媽能陪著我進入婚姻.
媽, 我真的好愛你, 看你的痛苦我真的好不捨.
我真的不知道現在除了陪你還能做什麼, 我真的也好恨那個醫生.
我真得覺得上帝在我們最需要祂的時候拋棄了我們.
現在能夠做的, 就是希望妳加油, 放鬆的走完最後得一段路.
我的人生因此永遠轉變, 現在的我給天告訴自己 愛要即時. 越痛苦 就要越堅強.
這句話,
送給所有像鋼鐵人般堅強的病患家屬,
堅持, 我們要撐住!!!
--
每個人的心裡
都有太陽雨
煎熬的享受
殞落
--
由於父親也是醫護人員, 所以在特定醫院做了完整檢查,
原本母親希望直接切除, 但是主治醫師認為先化療再切除,
並且先做了穿刺.
原本認為初期的幸運, 隨著癌細胞因為穿刺跑出來煙消雲散...
穿刺後, 其實父親及醫生馬上就知道跑出去了, 但全身檢查後也不知道跑到哪裡,
父親就在瞞著母親病情的狀況下讓她開始了化療及電療,
療程結束後, 母親沒有就此畢業, 而是馬上開始留校察看.
兩個月後, 母親開始咳嗽, 也終於找到壞細胞擴散的地方,
四個月後, 母親已經來到末期,
就在昨天, 開始了居家安寧照護.
過程中, 除了恨、喘、不甘心,
到現在 只剩下預先處理後事 然後 喘 很喘 非常喘
由於父親的關西, 我們也了解醫生的無奈, 也了解專業的重要,
媽媽現在的狀態, 在我眼中生不如死.
為了媽媽, 我提前了我的人生時間表, 五月訂婚 七月結婚
理性的我, 雖然知道微乎其微,
但我真的好希望媽媽能陪著我進入婚姻.
媽, 我真的好愛你, 看你的痛苦我真的好不捨.
我真的不知道現在除了陪你還能做什麼, 我真的也好恨那個醫生.
我真得覺得上帝在我們最需要祂的時候拋棄了我們.
現在能夠做的, 就是希望妳加油, 放鬆的走完最後得一段路.
我的人生因此永遠轉變, 現在的我給天告訴自己 愛要即時. 越痛苦 就要越堅強.
這句話,
送給所有像鋼鐵人般堅強的病患家屬,
堅持, 我們要撐住!!!
--
每個人的心裡
都有太陽雨
煎熬的享受
殞落
--
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