他們的眼神 - 抗癌

By Joe
at 2011-04-22T15:39
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我爸爸是舌癌三期患者 現在已經是追蹤期第三年了^^
因我爸爸舌頭手術就已經切掉2/3 其他是補大腿肉
而且牙齒本來就不太健康 所以吃東西要用剪刀剪很碎
其實這樣已經很好了 當初我爸爸是用類似果汁機的東西打碎
現在只要用剪刀剪就很方便了
但是我不知道為什麼...這個社會上還是有那種抱著看好戲的心情
每當全家出門聚餐 無論是隔壁桌 經過的人或服務生
眼睛總是會看著我爸爸正在剪食物的動作
我不想在意 可是我還是很在意 為什麼要一直看?
甚至我看過隔壁桌有人特地戴起眼鏡 直接往我爸爸的方向看 還搖頭笑了
也聽家人說過 有次服務生經過我們這桌很多次 還叫別的服務生來看
也有併桌的在那邊問:那個人怎麼這樣吃飯
還有老闆問說:怎麼用剪刀剪啊?
端菜的妹妹送過來到走回去眼睛也是一直定在那裡
還有很多很多...
我爸爸總是笑著說又有人在看了
我每次都很心疼爸爸 他也不是願意變成這樣的
有時候我的想法比我爸爸還悲觀還糟糕...
出去吃飯時 會希望坐在不會被注意到的位子 真的很討厭這樣的自己
或許那些人是好奇 是我太小題大作 但我真的很討厭那種探頭探腦的眼神
我也不想有人一直問下去 我爸爸就要一直重複說因為他手術吃飯不方便
我想了很多 我爸爸都走出來了 我停在那裡做什麼
在意那些人的眼神倒不如陪爸爸一起愉快吃飯
這是抒發文^^不好意思了~希望大家身邊的人都能健康平安樂觀面對:)
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