Weekly Judgment Day - 憂鬱症

I'm already drowning in schoolwork, I really don't feel like entertaining her
nit-picking, it's like trying to swat this very annoying mosquito and failing
each and every time:

There are so many things wrong about me that they can find, and she talks
non-stop which is irritating, and only wants to push her agenda onto me.

To be fair, I've stopped sharing what really happens in my life because she ca
n
use all evidence against me, so that leaves the FaceTime conversation more lik
e
a one-sided soliloquy.

I feel very attacked and overwhelmed when she's going full speed ahead with he
r
steamrollering.

像我在喝罐裝氣泡水，他就一直唸含糖飲料，跟他講了幾次沒有糖他都不聽;説吃太多變
胖
，比弟弟胖，我說我吃的跟他一樣，他也不考慮我可能內分泌出問題一直罵一直罵。

Some of her tangents are indeed valid advice, I can't change the distateful wa
y
she delivers information, but I can change how I act.

Now I have to take time off my actual homework and start processing these
feelings, ugh, what an undersirable thing to spend my time on.

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