anhedonia - 憂鬱症

Ever since I could remember, there's me in a bubble against the outside world.
I have the inability to enjoy things and be in the present like my peers. My
feelings are very stunted.

It seems like I can never be truly happy, truly annoyed, or truly sad. Things
just don't seem to get through to me. I can never feel like part of something.

It feels so futile. I would have to be reborn again.

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