憂鬱症 - 憂鬱症

Sarah avatar
By Sarah
at 2023-05-01T23:04

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For anyone who is stuck with his past, I recommend Charlie's Emtional Mastery Porgramme. I started this course around 3 years ago and got some insights about emotions. I started to write emotional reflections and digged out some emotional triggers. I felt some of my chains were falling off and I started to feel free. However, I stopped the journey 因為我要準備國考 but I think one day I will come back to it.

I just redid the audio meditation from that programme. Then I found out that I tie up my identity with the idea that "I need to overtake my sister.' I have no idea where this thought comes from. Maybe overtaking my sister means I can get my mom's love. Or, I simply like competing. But now I am too tired to continue the meditation. 這個月還要找時間申報所得稅,天啊我沒有時間

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什麼都不如人的廢物

Bennie avatar
By Bennie
at 2023-05-01T22:42
本來應該去上手捏陶藝應該是滿舒壓的才對 但因為跟別人比較後深深覺得自己做的又慢又沒創意 又單調沒裝飾 腦袋裡很空,沒有想要做什麼圖案 都是老師在幫忙做。 突然覺得自己樣樣都不如人,英文也差,聽、說都不好。毫無上進心。 到底為什麼要活著?只有被人安慰的份。 謝謝安慰,但不能改變廢物的事實。 ----- Sen ...

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Heather avatar
By Heather
at 2023-05-01T22:35
繼續無精打采的日子 慾望是要花錢的 整個像洩氣的氣球 倒在床上不想翻身 感覺沒勇氣面對未來 呆著看時針從早走到晚 頭頸至脊椎很疼 - ...

Rachel avatar
By Rachel
at 2023-05-01T19:00
可能又炸了吧 想離開世界 這次沒有眷戀了嗎? 我不知道 沒有什麼讓我該留下 該像傳統一樣 因為父母把我出生養育嗎? 我也不想被生出來啊 - ...

Margaret avatar
By Margaret
at 2023-05-01T18:58
每天要面對的是「有沒有動力面對下一科」,覺得自己像社畜等著被宰,但大部分實際經驗是正面的,專心度過兩個小時大致上可以,雖然有時候會不小心睡著或思考其他事情。 關於腦袋裡的聲音,我好像很會批評自己,拿自己跟別人比較,不自覺的。追根究柢下來,自己生在身心都貧窮的環境,難怪成長經驗比那些人困難。在墨爾本工作時,有 ...

John avatar
By John
at 2023-05-01T16:34
心裏沒有愛 只剩下巨大的蒼涼 沒有想努力的心情 沒有想守護的人 也許只有媽媽 想回歸虛無 - ...