電影寂寞公路 - 憂鬱症

最近看了這部電影，在後半段接近結尾的部分，David Wallace 講了一段，心有戚戚焉

Feeling as thought every axiom in your life turned out to be false
and there was actually nothing.
感覺你生命中的每一句箴言都成了謬誤萬事皆空。
And that you were nothing.
你亦是無物。
And that it’s all a delusion and you’re so much better than everybody
‘cause you can see how this is just a delusion,
一切都是虛幻的，你比別人好因為你已經看穿這一切只是虛幻的，
and you’re so much worse because you can’t fucking function.
你也比別人糟糕，因為你已經無法正常生活。
It’s really horrible.
那種感覺很恐怖。
I don’t think that we ever change.
我覺得人是不會變的。
I’m sure that I still have those same parts of me.
我確信那部分仍然在我的身體裡。
Guess I’m trying really hard to find a way not to let them drive.
大概我只是非常努力地不要讓他牽引我。

電影裡還有很多想法，有興趣的板友可以看看這部。

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