耐藥性讓人絕望 - 憂鬱症

By Kyle
at 2021-08-08T20:31
at 2021-08-08T20:31
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清晨4點被育幼院小孩的嘔吐聲吵醒,
起來善後
因此情緒很差、很失控。
為了撐完今天這24小時
(8/9早上才能下班)
今天中午、傍晚各吞了2顆贊安諾
但根本像糖果一樣…完全沒事
好懷念當初半顆贊安諾就可以敲暈我的日子
想念吃完輕飄飄的,肌肉超放鬆的感覺
可惜現在吃再多也只剩若有似無的放鬆感
BZD類對我基本無效了
而抗精神病藥的鎮靜感又太強
不能白天吃
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嗚嗚
我好想下班
好想什麼事都不做
越是憂鬱焦慮
就越是讓我想念在病房的日子
想要當病人,被照顧得好好的
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變常態了無解,吐完繼續上班

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