第一個沒有媽媽在的年 - 抗癌
By Joe
at 2015-02-19T22:34
at 2015-02-19T22:34
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因為家裡只有我一個男的
大姐遠嫁國外 二姐回婆家過
所以今年除夕 年初一
家裡只有我和爸爸一起過
難以形容的那種空蕩
也許遍插朱瘐少一人就是這種感受吧
回想從前
媽媽總是下廚 煮每年必煮的長年菜
蘿蔔糕 魚 肉
或是火鍋 此情此景竟已成追憶
天底下真的沒有不散的筵席
年夜飯 父親本說他吃個麵包配個牛奶就可以了
但我覺得這樣太感傷了
還是去訂了年菜回家弄
和父親一起食用 只希望在這個沒有您的年
還能夠保有一點過年的氣息
雖然父親說 媽媽不在了
怎樣都沒有年味了
但我知道 天上的您
會希望我這麼做的
看著大家過年歡喜團聚 內心有點酸
只是覺得自己和媽媽緣份太淺
偌大的家 沒有您 總覺得少了點什麼
沒有您忙碌的身影
沒有您親切的問候
沒有您的嘮叨 沒有您的碎念
這些安靜 竟成了內心最深沉的傷痛
努力過的好 我知道您在天上看著的 對吧?
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大姐遠嫁國外 二姐回婆家過
所以今年除夕 年初一
家裡只有我和爸爸一起過
難以形容的那種空蕩
也許遍插朱瘐少一人就是這種感受吧
回想從前
媽媽總是下廚 煮每年必煮的長年菜
蘿蔔糕 魚 肉
或是火鍋 此情此景竟已成追憶
天底下真的沒有不散的筵席
年夜飯 父親本說他吃個麵包配個牛奶就可以了
但我覺得這樣太感傷了
還是去訂了年菜回家弄
和父親一起食用 只希望在這個沒有您的年
還能夠保有一點過年的氣息
雖然父親說 媽媽不在了
怎樣都沒有年味了
但我知道 天上的您
會希望我這麼做的
看著大家過年歡喜團聚 內心有點酸
只是覺得自己和媽媽緣份太淺
偌大的家 沒有您 總覺得少了點什麼
沒有您忙碌的身影
沒有您親切的問候
沒有您的嘮叨 沒有您的碎念
這些安靜 竟成了內心最深沉的傷痛
努力過的好 我知道您在天上看著的 對吧?
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