癌症其實不恐怖... - 化療
By George
at 2016-03-03T02:28
at 2016-03-03T02:28
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在唸大學時候,父親得到了肺腺癌(未抽菸者通常都是這類型居多)
在開刀拆除肺葉之後,天真的以為應該會康復,畢竟是初期,
而且父親也很積極的參加各項運動,氣功,慢跑,騎單車,還有癌症協會等社團
但是好景不常,ㄧ年過後就轉移到腦部,接著開始不斷的進行放療及化療
全腦放射線,伽瑪刀,化療,標靶藥物 艾瑞莎,溫諾平, 前前後後又過了七年
每當作完放療之後,感覺體力下降最多,化療跟標靶倒是還好
由於是腦部,所以癌細胞勢必會慢慢壓迫正常細胞,疼痛在所難免
但慢慢影響到父親的日常生活,行動不便,反應變慢,腦部逐漸水腫
到了後來決定開刀,但這個刀開下去之後,父親快跟植物人一樣,
ㄧ天清醒時間大約ㄧ個小時,偶爾說幾句話,吃東西常常嗆到,後來採用灌食
這樣又過了兩年,在去年時候,父親安詳的離開了...在這段時間,照顧父親的人
主要是我母親,中間也曾經有請過看護和外勞,但她總是不放心
前年底,母親同時也被診斷出癌症,而且是很難處理的胰臟癌
幸好,還可以手術,已經算是很幸運了...但是今年轉移了到其他地方了
其實當我父親決定開刀的時候,他也很緊張很擔心,因為我看到他眼角流出了眼淚
但是他不想拖累我們,他希望自己能好起來,哪怕開刀風險很高,姑且不論手術成功與否
我都很佩服我父親的精神,也很欽佩我母親的無怨無悔,很多夫妻是做不到這樣的
照護自己另外一半十年,把屎把尿,準備每天的三餐,還要陪他/她一起活動
癌症對於我來說,其實不恐怖,恐怖的是長期抗戰所需要的精神和體力
當我是學生的時候,每週通勤回家,當我開始上班,每週開車回家...
這十年,我比別人更早體會到很多事情,也比別人更早接觸到。
"把握當下,珍惜限有的,不要以為還有明天,別讓自己後悔"
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