生病的親人 - 抗癌
By Iris
at 2016-04-07T01:02
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猶豫了好久,不知道會不會有家人看到,
但還是忍不住來po文了,因為沒辦法把心情跟家人說,
擔心氣氛會更糟糕...
他是我二叔,沒有女兒的他很疼我,
雖然也很疼我哥,對家人非常好,
兩年前發現肝長了腫瘤,隨即開刀治療,
當時的我正在準備大考,沒有去醫院看過他,
那時還以為開刀後就會好,也沒有認真的把這件事放在心上,
過了幾個月有復發,做了栓塞,
一直好好修養直到去年,
不僅復發,甚至轉移到肺,
雖有用標靶藥物、栓塞控制住,
但因為忽然一隻手無力,
又住進醫院檢查,才知道腦也有腫瘤了,
幸運的是也控制住了,腫瘤有縮小。
也是那時,才時常來看抗癌版,
搜尋了所有關於肝癌的資料,
才知道是多麼嚴重的病...
一月初因為肺部浸潤感染又住院了,
醫生擔心叔叔會因為呼吸不順暢而導致器官衰竭,
住院的隔天就在醫生與姑姑的半哄半騙下住進了加護病房插管,
他當時不願意,因為看見了朋友也是同樣情形,
很痛苦的樣子,他害怕也會變成那樣。
在加護病房待了兩個月後,
終於氣切然後轉到普通病房,
狀況愈來愈好,可以自己吃些軟的食物,
上週甚至想要坐起來,但卻在此時發現肝腫瘤破裂,
緊急做了栓塞手術,然後又進了加護病房,
也是此時,醫院給我嬸嬸簽放棄急救同意書,
嬸嬸已經有點想放棄,她跟叔叔都很痛苦,
不過醫生不願意簽,認為還有救,
昨天爸爸、哥哥帶阿公阿媽去看叔叔,
但回來後,爸爸卻說情況不是很樂觀,
嬸嬸說叔叔有點陷入昏迷,
甚至他們都有心理準備了,
哥哥平常很愛搞笑,昨天回來後卻沈默不語...
從住進加護病房前的他,還能走動、說話也能笑,
到現在只能虛弱的躺在床上,
也只能點頭搖頭留眼淚,
讓人很捨不得...
說到這裡又想掉淚,
我一直以為叔叔會好起來,只是需要時間,
醫生說還有救,我也覺得一定還有救,
每次家人去看叔叔,叔叔總是會流淚,
前幾天三叔說他去加護病房看叔叔時,
問叔叔說過一陣子再來看他好不好,
叔叔流淚搖頭,聽三叔的描述我好難過,
叔叔一定很不希望大家看到他這樣子,
他住院的這三個月我都沒有去看過他,
想去又怕看了難過,
我真的不是故意不去的...
我真的沒辦法接受親人要離開......
我知道最心痛的人一定不是我,
可是,可不可以有奇蹟發生...
能不能願望都成真...
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