爸爸,你不痛了 - 抗癌

By Carolina Franco
at 2014-01-31T22:16
at 2014-01-31T22:16
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恩!新年快樂
今天是大年初一,爸爸選了這個日子離開病痛離開我們
也是疼愛我這女兒,擔心我工作會放不下手吧
早上換藥突然不喊痛
眼睛咕碌碌的睜大著
但看起來就是沒意識的樣子
從送進醫院到離開,不過短短五六小時
本來進ICU前有好轉,我強壓眼淚告訴媽媽不能哭
跟爸爸說了「放心,我會照顧媽媽」
轉頭才想帶媽媽回家休息,就被call回ICU
連買最後一套衣服的時間都來不及
我想,你是在等我跟你說這句放心!你就真的安心了
媽媽是標準八點檔哭戲的類型,我哭點也很低
但只要在家我就是無敵女超人
今天簽了各種同意書,一進急診就告訴醫院連急救藥都不用
因為救的了他一口氣,並制止不住他身上繼續蔓延潰爛的傷口
夠了。此生他受的罪真的夠了
爸爸。雖然我一直沒跟你說
但我真的很愛你
你要好好安心,我會擔起一家之主的責任照顧媽媽
你用這樣的結束方式愛我們,沒給我們再多折磨
這是你最後的體貼
下輩子。如果還有緣份,我願意再當你的女兒
佛祖,請你領好他!不再苦痛
大年初一,我永遠忘不了也不能忘的一天。
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