每次總是那麼痛苦 - 憂鬱症

By Valerie
at 2021-12-05T23:19
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快被自己的個性搞死
每次總是那麼痛苦
為了笑而笑
為了和人說話而刻意找話題
為了不讓人覺得無趣而提醒自己一定要做反應
但 即使如此
我依舊讓人感覺陰鬱不開朗
我依舊是人群裡不會讓人想靠近的那個人
現在也不想強顏歡笑了
我想我連偽裝的能力也沒了
拙劣的演技並不會讓我覺得比較舒服
我總是無法喜歡自己
我在想 如果我不是這樣的性格
也不會這麼的痛苦
實在是別人難以理解的痛苦
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每次總是那麼痛苦
為了笑而笑
為了和人說話而刻意找話題
為了不讓人覺得無趣而提醒自己一定要做反應
但 即使如此
我依舊讓人感覺陰鬱不開朗
我依舊是人群裡不會讓人想靠近的那個人
現在也不想強顏歡笑了
我想我連偽裝的能力也沒了
拙劣的演技並不會讓我覺得比較舒服
我總是無法喜歡自己
我在想 如果我不是這樣的性格
也不會這麼的痛苦
實在是別人難以理解的痛苦
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