我只會哭…我只能哭… - 化療

By Michael
at 2008-04-30T01:40
at 2008-04-30T01:40
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去年十月媽媽因為肚子疼痛多日在和平醫院檢驗出肝癌二期,
那天開始,全家就不停的和癌症對抗…化療藥一個月就要花3-18萬
每次走榮總的急診室和走廚房一樣的熟,媽媽吃的藥比鹽巴還要多
今年農曆過年,媽媽昏迷,我拿到第一張病危通知一直哭
幸好媽媽後來醒來,才知考驗真正才開始…
今年三月,媽媽開始腳水腫,四月媽媽黃疸飆高,昨天媽媽腹部大量出血
上禮拜好不容易等到健保床,媽媽持續昏迷
現在媽媽躺在病床上,黃疸指數40,醫生很賤的說只有這一二天了
我只能一直哭…我真的不知我能做些什麼
說真的,就算想對媽媽做的、說的都在媽媽健康時實現了
媽媽如果走了,都是一種遺憾…
上個月我說錯話,媽媽哭了,雖然我有道歉…我還是覺得很氣自己
我不知該說什麼…也不知該做什麼…看到媽媽我還是一直哭
最近才剛找到新工作,每次新工作不順我都會找媽媽哭訴
我好怕失去媽媽喔…每次一想到我就很怕…
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那天開始,全家就不停的和癌症對抗…化療藥一個月就要花3-18萬
每次走榮總的急診室和走廚房一樣的熟,媽媽吃的藥比鹽巴還要多
今年農曆過年,媽媽昏迷,我拿到第一張病危通知一直哭
幸好媽媽後來醒來,才知考驗真正才開始…
今年三月,媽媽開始腳水腫,四月媽媽黃疸飆高,昨天媽媽腹部大量出血
上禮拜好不容易等到健保床,媽媽持續昏迷
現在媽媽躺在病床上,黃疸指數40,醫生很賤的說只有這一二天了
我只能一直哭…我真的不知我能做些什麼
說真的,就算想對媽媽做的、說的都在媽媽健康時實現了
媽媽如果走了,都是一種遺憾…
上個月我說錯話,媽媽哭了,雖然我有道歉…我還是覺得很氣自己
我不知該說什麼…也不知該做什麼…看到媽媽我還是一直哭
最近才剛找到新工作,每次新工作不順我都會找媽媽哭訴
我好怕失去媽媽喔…每次一想到我就很怕…
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