想自殺的時候掛急診？ - 憂鬱症
By Isabella
at 2019-09-24T19:52
at 2019-09-24T19:52
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最近保留住我的最後一點責任心正在慢慢消失
總是聽到 你想太多了 你要轉換心態 不要讓自己不開心
幹 講那麼多你來教我怎麼做啊
我目睹過家人自殺那麼多次
每次它們的失敗都在增加我的學習經驗
假裝自己沒事
跟朋友拿自殺開玩笑 又多聽到了很多要注意的細節
我買好了木炭 買好了烤肉架 跟噴燈
囤了不少藥 再搭配酒
現在只缺一台報廢車就什麼事都沒有了
剛好有朋友那邊有幾台報廢車
今天回診拜託醫生把最強的情緒控制藥物劑量都提高到最大
藥物可能是我救自己的最後一線希望了
醫生卻跟我說
真的不行的時候趕快掛急診
想走的時候打119叫急診到底能幹嘛
把我綁著然後呢
醒來繼續想著怎麼死嗎
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