很害怕打開社交軟體 - 憂鬱症

By Necoo
at 2020-08-22T23:06
at 2020-08-22T23:06
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line. FB.email
之前為了處理一些鳥事只要一打開就會被迫接到壞消息
根本不想主動去追事情的進度卻只能一直勉強自己去追,超痛苦
一開始是不想跟人一直在線上聊(國中的時候有次聊一聊被已讀還以為我說錯話直接失眠結果隔天對方才說他聊到睡著……)
後來為了不已讀別人都想好要回什麼才點開回覆
寧願我被已讀也不想已讀別人
但後來情緒很糟糕好累乾脆不要點開
開始被朋友嘴我很難找
抱歉
只是我真的想到要點開那好多好多的訊息就會開始焦慮
我根本社交恐懼症吧我
一直很想跟醫生拿能夠殺死我所有情緒的藥
我想要當沒有感情的機器
我可以犧牲我的快樂,只為了不要再體會悲傷
訊息越積越多就越來越不想看
每次被噹說我很難找的時候只好翻訊息給他看
「吼~你的訊息被洗下去了所以我才沒看到啦」
其實並不是,只是我真的很害怕點開訊息。
好想念即時通
叮咚-有人在家嗎?
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