好累,好想好好休息。 - 憂鬱症
By Kumar
at 2017-01-11T12:37
at 2017-01-11T12:37
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應該沒有人能比自己更了解自己吧?
但,我真的不懂。
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反而是在深夜時腦袋才會不停的轉動,
越是平靜越能清楚我要的是什麼,
也會在那樣的情況下做出決定。
或許會是衝動的決定,
但不去嘗試怎麼會知道結果是如何?
一直夢見,
沙灘上的自己、海上的自己、荒蕪中的自己。
蜷縮在在雨中哭泣、或是獨自坐在懸崖邊、
還有親人朋友突然消失或死去。
看著這樣的自己,真的是累了。
壓著反覆的情緒,只敢在夢裡大哭,
然後帶著淚痕醒來。
半夜的盜汗讓我已經好一陣子沒有好好睡上一覺,
為什麼連讓我好好的休息都不行?
是真的累了,只想休息,好好的休息。
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