好想做逃兵(何杰金氏淋巴瘤) - 化療
By Necoo
at 2011-08-09T16:36
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今天去成大門診，跟醫生討論明天要進行的化療。
做過的病友可以了解我想逃避的心，因為實在好痛苦。
對我來說，不適只有一天，但是實在太難受了。
問完醫生以後，更是讓我很難接受，不想去進行我的最後一次化療。
沒錯，明天就是我畢業的時候，還可以拔掉人工血管picc。
身邊的人都說最後一次啦，撐過去就好。
可是
1.化療藥物ABVD療程『每次打的東西都一樣』，並非不打最後一次
就達不到療效。
2.我問醫生打8次化療(4個療程)與7次化療的差別在哪？
醫生回答我，她也無法斷言會有什麼差別，因為外國研究結果就是
要做完4個療程。而我的想法是，既然都能從過去的6~8個療程減為
4個療程了，那少一次都一次有差嗎？而醫生最後是拿復發很難處理
來壓我，結束話題...
嗯，我當然知道復發的嚴重性，可是醫生自己也無法斷言最後一次
化療做不做的差別，讓我很難接受。
明天早上10點要住院打化療 & 拔掉picc，現在的我還存在著一點
希望，不做最後一次化療的希望，這種想法卻讓親人很擔心...唉
我自己也知道，日子熬過去就好了，也認為可以吐一吐就沒事的事情
不算大事，但...還是想逃避。
抒發一下，謝謝大家聽我抱怨
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