執念 - 憂鬱症

By Harry
at 2023-02-17T22:37
at 2023-02-17T22:37
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因為自己一路刻苦讀書
也讀得不錯
所以即使生在爛家庭
現在也還能靠著讀書
勉強混到一份公職
甚至當初還可以不爽做
辭了再考還是上
所以現在看到育幼院小孩不讀書
或是學習態度欠佳
我就會火山爆發
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心裡明知道讀書不是萬能
但就是…控制不了…
然後還會覺得怎麼同事都是智障
連小學的課業都不會教
還要找解答來對?之類的
遇到類推能力較弱的小孩
我也會失去耐性
覺得自己小學的時候沒有人教、沒有錢補習
成績還不是一級棒?
甚至覺得老師功課派太少、太簡單,為什麼現在的小孩不是這樣?
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我覺察到的感受不是一種看不起人的態度
而是我心裡覺得:"我這麼爛的人都可以做到這樣,其他人一定也可以,甚至會比我好才對"的感覺,所以應該也不是傲慢
唉
飆完小孩,覺得好罪惡
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