何杰金氏淋巴癌第三期,22歲 - 化療
By Donna
at 2020-04-17T00:22
at 2020-04-17T00:22
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大概兩個月前,工作上的一位阿姨突然和我說
弟弟你的脖子怎麼腫了一塊,要趕快去檢查餒
當初有點不以為意,自己覺得沒什麼
而且我看鏡子只覺得一切正常
但還是以防萬一去了家裡附近的耳鼻喉科診所
當天早上在診所,醫生發覺情勢不對
馬上幫我轉診到台大
從而開始了一連串的檢查與等待
經歷了超音波切片 骨髓切片 正子檢查
無數的抽血 驗尿
我都和朋友開玩笑的說
我最近不是在台大,就是在前往台大的路上
當時記憶很深刻
原訂星期五的門診,醫院星期三突然打來
電話中談到病情並不是很樂觀 希望門診能提前
在還未知道自己病情前那種焦慮
我認為是最難受的
曾經也想過是不是要和爸媽交代後事
要和朋友們說我即將離開
不過還好,我覺得自己很幸運
那天回到台大,腫瘤科的醫生和我說
你得的是何杰金氏淋巴癌,將來要進行許多的療程,過程可能會很辛苦,目前也還不知道
你屬於第幾期,但可以說得是,這類病治愈率非常高,甚至是第四期都能有8-9成的痊癒
率,會緊張嗎弟弟?
我當下心裡真的是:「幹你娘機掰勒好險」
全身在發抖 覺得活著真好
當時我笑笑的對醫生說:
「不會啦,不就是小感冒嗎,要化療的小感冒」
今天是4月16號
已經確定癌細胞有擴散到肺部,是第三期
而我即將打第二次化療,也在昨天裝好人工血管
也已經理好光頭,是個體面的癌症病人了呢
對我來說好像目前化療都沒太大的副作用
有時候我根本忘記自己生病了
只是突然的頭暈噁心才會讓我想起
對齁我癌症餒 正常正常啦
我朋友常跟我說,你到底得癌症是在嘻嘻哈哈什麼
要是我一定先大哭一場再說
但我總覺得自己會好,不過就是一場嚴重的感冒
熬過去就好了,我還有好多想做的事
況且聽說樂觀對病情比較好嘛
雖然醫生跟護理師常常說你好像太過樂觀了
之前手術半麻的時候還調侃我說胸口被劃開還可以點歌,有夠誇張
不過對我來說,這些都是我人生的一部分
接納它,治癒它就是我現在能做的
我也總是想著我的家人 我的朋友期待自己康復
那我不爭氣一點怎麼行呢
希望這篇文能藉此鼓勵一些版上的朋友
希望大家一起加油
我記得之前在版上看到一篇文章是
如何調適心情
我覺得最有效的建議就是
不要一直去鑽牛角尖 不要一直去看最壞的情況
想著自己所愛 也愛自己的人
為了自己 也為了他們
勇敢的活下去
大家辛苦了
--
弟弟你的脖子怎麼腫了一塊,要趕快去檢查餒
當初有點不以為意,自己覺得沒什麼
而且我看鏡子只覺得一切正常
但還是以防萬一去了家裡附近的耳鼻喉科診所
當天早上在診所,醫生發覺情勢不對
馬上幫我轉診到台大
從而開始了一連串的檢查與等待
經歷了超音波切片 骨髓切片 正子檢查
無數的抽血 驗尿
我都和朋友開玩笑的說
我最近不是在台大,就是在前往台大的路上
當時記憶很深刻
原訂星期五的門診,醫院星期三突然打來
電話中談到病情並不是很樂觀 希望門診能提前
在還未知道自己病情前那種焦慮
我認為是最難受的
曾經也想過是不是要和爸媽交代後事
要和朋友們說我即將離開
不過還好,我覺得自己很幸運
那天回到台大,腫瘤科的醫生和我說
你得的是何杰金氏淋巴癌,將來要進行許多的療程,過程可能會很辛苦,目前也還不知道
你屬於第幾期,但可以說得是,這類病治愈率非常高,甚至是第四期都能有8-9成的痊癒
率,會緊張嗎弟弟?
我當下心裡真的是:「幹你娘機掰勒好險」
全身在發抖 覺得活著真好
當時我笑笑的對醫生說:
「不會啦,不就是小感冒嗎,要化療的小感冒」
今天是4月16號
已經確定癌細胞有擴散到肺部,是第三期
而我即將打第二次化療,也在昨天裝好人工血管
也已經理好光頭,是個體面的癌症病人了呢
對我來說好像目前化療都沒太大的副作用
有時候我根本忘記自己生病了
只是突然的頭暈噁心才會讓我想起
對齁我癌症餒 正常正常啦
我朋友常跟我說,你到底得癌症是在嘻嘻哈哈什麼
要是我一定先大哭一場再說
但我總覺得自己會好,不過就是一場嚴重的感冒
熬過去就好了,我還有好多想做的事
況且聽說樂觀對病情比較好嘛
雖然醫生跟護理師常常說你好像太過樂觀了
之前手術半麻的時候還調侃我說胸口被劃開還可以點歌,有夠誇張
不過對我來說,這些都是我人生的一部分
接納它,治癒它就是我現在能做的
我也總是想著我的家人 我的朋友期待自己康復
那我不爭氣一點怎麼行呢
希望這篇文能藉此鼓勵一些版上的朋友
希望大家一起加油
我記得之前在版上看到一篇文章是
如何調適心情
我覺得最有效的建議就是
不要一直去鑽牛角尖 不要一直去看最壞的情況
想著自己所愛 也愛自己的人
為了自己 也為了他們
勇敢的活下去
大家辛苦了
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