今天我死了… - 憂鬱症

Dear Mom and Dad,

親愛的拔拔麻麻

I died today. You got tired of me and took me to the shelter. They were overcr
owded and I drew an unlucky number. I am in a plastic bag in a landfill now. S
ome other puppy will get the barley used leash you left. My collar was dirty a
nd too small, but the lady took it off before she sent me to the Rainbow Bridg
e.

今天我死了。

你對我感到厭倦了，所以你把我送去了收容所。收容所的動物已經太多了，而我抽到了不
幸的號碼。現在被裝進黑色塑膠袋的我靜靜躺在掩埋場裡。你留下來幾乎全新的牽繩會給
其他小狗狗用。我的項圈又髒又太小，不過阿姨在送我上天堂之前幫我把它拿下來了。

Would I still be at home if I hadn't chewed your shoe? I didn't know what it w
as, but it was leather, and it was on the floor. I was just playing. You forgo
t to get me puppy toys.

如果我沒有咬壞你的鞋，你會不會讓我留下來？我不知道那是什麼，但是我知道那是皮的
。你忘了幫我買狗狗玩具了。

Would I still be at home if I had been housebroken? Rubbing my nose in what I
did made me ashamed I had to go at all. There are books and obedience teachers
that would have taught you how to teach me to go to the door.

如果我沒有在家裡大小便，你會不會讓我留下來？把我的鼻子壓在便便裡面只讓我對需要
上廁所感到羞愧。書跟訓練老師都可以告訴你如何教會我走到門口要你開門阿。

Would I still be at home if I hadn't brought fleas into the house? Without ant
i-flea medicine, I couldn't get them off me after you left me in the yard for
days and days.

如果我沒有把跳蚤帶到家裡來，你會不會讓我留下來？我身上沒有驅蟲藥，我沒有辦法在
你把我留在院子裡好幾天後自己把跳蚤抓下來阿。

Would I still be home if I hadn't barked and barked? I was only saying "I'm sc
ared, I'm lonely, I'm here, I'm here! I want to be your best friend."

如果我沒有亂叫，你會不會讓我留下來？我只是想告訴你：“我好害怕，我好孤單，我在
這裡阿！我想成為你最好的朋友！”

Would I still be at home if I had made you happy? Hitting me didn't help.

如果我讓你開心，你會不會讓我留下來？

Would I still be at home if you had taken the time to care for me and to teach
me manners? You didn't pay attention to me after the first week or so, but I
spent all my time waiting for you to love me.

但是打我並不會讓我知道怎麼取悅你阿。如果你願意花時間照顧我，教我如何當一隻好狗
狗，我是不是就可以留下來了？差不多一星期之後你就沒有再注意過我了，但是我一直都
在等著你來愛我

I died today.

今天我死了…

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※ 編輯: xqueerx (42.76.128.73), 10/22/2017 03:09:23