passive ideation (雷) - 憂鬱症

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https://theoutline.com/post/7267/living-with-passive-suicidal-ideation

這篇寫得太美了一定要存一下

今天下班還是喝酒聽emo搖滾樂嘶吼 像烈子一樣
到底平凡的社畜人生是有什麼可以期待的

父母說的話根本就反效果
如果活著本來就很苦 那我活來幹嘛
況且我沒求開導
聽一半就把說教shut down

你跟我講這些老生常談有什麼用 我不會因為非洲兒童還是烏克蘭人過得比我苦就覺得快樂

只能繼續漂浮 用一些東西短暫地轉移深層的不快樂。
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All Comments

Cara avatarCara2022-03-04
I realized that as long as one doesn’t have an acti
ve plan, it doesn’t seem to matter at all. I guess
it’s almost as if, if it’s not (going to) cause da
mage, it’s not something that worth the resources/e
nergy. It may sound cruel but it is what it is. It a
ctually helps me in a way not to see it as a big dea
Catherine avatarCatherine2022-03-08
l as well.