back to school - 憂鬱症

Finally get back to school after an year dealing with military service in Taiwan. Getting diagnosis feels good though medication might not help so much for my situation, but they are helping, in some degree...

Magically, I made it back to school even with the COVID. City government for military and quarantine stuff, somehow I made it back. And I though everything will be better.

I have nothing valuable as a person except I am good at studying, and that’s why I believed I can undertake these 6 courses together. Turns out it will swallow me and drag me down. First time, I feel so hopeless just by academy.

Now I don’t know what else I car trust in myself,and great to see my selling pills running out tonight. Spending 2hrs calling back and forward from the consultation center and other possible places I car refill my med but turns out there not.

Anyway, have good day everyone.
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