憂鬱症 - 憂鬱症

剛剛跟一個共同朋友說這件事
我才意識到自己有多憤怒。


群裡就6個人
跟群主反正你們常見面絕不是在講她
a當時就已經講小孩生病沒辦法
c人家確認了多少次 約什麼時候約什麼時候
你們都不回答 然後臨時說取消
你這種紀錄怪得了誰
現在意思就是針對我跟w囉

這群人我都不認識 連一句訊息都沒傳過
是要我怎樣？
講得客氣是因為在群裡不是我說了算
誰不清不楚
x



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我不是十幾歲的小女孩
再怎麼單純我也知道你在做什麼
you are merely trying to fix things
當然這沒有什麼不對
問題在於我不認為你心裡清楚我明白這點


this is exactly why I like d
because no matter what he's totally aware of it

he'd know if I let it pass it's because "I let it".
not because I'm stupid
not because of the trick he plays
it's because I appreciate him and our relationship
so that I take his trick as he wants it to be.


the difference between these two?


the difference is my backdown would be seen as a conscious choice,
a compromise I consciously made.

that he would respect you as an equal to him (more or less)
instead of someone they assume they can fool easily.




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